❒Single ❒Taken ✔Forever Alone

Lately, I've been feeling very excluded by people in my life, especially at work. I'm not going to go into specifics, but it's been pretty rough. People have been shoving me around, and I'm sick of it. In fact, I just feel like giving up. Let someone else deal with it.

But I haven't given up.

There's a guy there. I've known him since last year, and he's a year older than me. I don't know what it is about him, but whenever he's in the room, I feel happy. He bothers to remember my name, he bothers to address me by my name, and when he sees me around randomly, he holds his hand up for a high five or a fist bump. He makes it worth staying. Let's just say that his last year of camp will be mine too, because I won't be able to stand being there without him to randomly make me happy.

I mean, I have friends at camp. I do. But they're my age, and I don't even like all the girls there my age. This guy, I just can't help but smile when he's in the room, because I know he's going to say something funny.

And I just love that all this year and last summer, I was on top, living large, and enjoying it, and now suddenly, I'm back on the bottom of the pile and people are treating me like crap. I mean, people used to spew bullshark at me last year, but usually they were younger than me, and you need to respect people older than you, so I took them down. But now, if someone's being bitchy to me, guess what? They're older than me. They're my superiors. But hey, earth to them, just because you're my superior doesn't mean you're allowed to dump your workload onto me and haul your ass off to who knows where to flirt with one of the instructors.

And I also hate that they still pick favorites. When I was a camper, they always picked favorites. I never was one, but I always saw that they picked favorites. I was hoping that now that I'm a counselor, hey, I'm their equal. No favorites Right? Wrong. They favorite counselors like Dumbledore favorite Harry. And guess what? I'm still not a favorite. It makes me want to scream, the way the other counselor, who is equal to me, treats me like I'm below her. I'm not. It's bad enough with the head counselor dumping her job on me, you don't have to too. And it's not fair that she's allowed to so whatever the heck she wants just because she's a favorite.

But I'm going to continue to keep my mouth shut, because I need this job, and I don't want to start any more drama than there already is. Because there's a helluva lot of drama already.

I'm going to forget about it, and just hope that next year, I get put in a different group.

Okay. Rant over.

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